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I WAS ZENNING OUT, recovering from the monthly madness of the senior-citizen newsletter I edit and produce, when I decided to play some more of Faun's work including “Blaue Stunde,” a piece to which I had not really listened before.
Then playing it while actually paying attention, I discovered several of those poetically indicative chills in the musical accompaniment and instantly became enough curious about the song to run down a translation of its lyrics.
What I discovered was rather mind-blowing. From the lyrics of “Blaue Stunde” I would say whomever wrote them actually encountered the Goddess, much as I did in the water meadow at Wickersham on 15 August 1970...
I
had walked alone and lonely into the Innis Creek water meadow, a vast
unkempt field beyond the buildings and gardens of the Wickersham,
Washington commune where I was then staying, and now I stood amidst
Nature's shadowy harbingers of Autumn: blown thistles, bright clumps of
pearly everlasting, iridescent cobwebs bejeweled with dew. The
communards were meeting in their main building but were ensnared in
psychodrama intensified by ideological disputes, and I had left in
bitterness and disgust. Now in search of inner peace I sprawled on the
ground and gazed at the zenith-high improbably brilliant full moon as if
it were some mandala of last resort. Then to my astonishment there was a
kind of psychic jolt, intangible yet seismic in its intensity, as if
some unseen door had burst open, and all in the same breathtaking
instant the moon spiraled into a rainbow that expanded to fill the
entire sky, contracted to a vortex of spinning colors, plunged
tornado-like to earth and shaped a magnificently ageless woman pale and
translucent as mist yet undeniably real. She was majestically naked but
loosely wrapped in the lunar blonde infinity of her own hair; she
smiled, reached out her hands, touched me, perhaps even kissed my brow,
then like some impossibly magical dancer swirled her endless mane into
rainbow hues that swept her aloft, dissolving herself back into
revolving bands of color that expanded once more from horizon to horizon
and shrank into the moon again – a millisecond's vision, a mere glimpse
so brief and so ephemeral I could scarcely believe I had seen it and
yet so vivid it could not be denied. But now as if nothing at all had
occurred there was only the commonplace moon again, the midnight sky and
its diamond constellations, the fragrant crush of wild chamomile
beneath my head, the vast nocturnal stillness of Pacific Northwest woods
so unlike the firefly-bright insect-rowdiness of the fields and forests
in which I'd spent the summers of my boyhood and adolescence. When the
night's chill finally urged me to my feet, I remember there were faint
tendrils of fog rising from the creek, and for a moment, just once, it
seemed I heard the clear cold water chuckle.
Whether such encounters are objectively real or merely an especially intricate manifestation of some carefully unacknowledged insanity spawned by our species' overwhelming terror of mortality – and I must confess I myself alternate between precisely those antitheticals – one does not write such poetically accurate description from belief or theory alone: again my own statement that one cannot be truly Pagan unless one has spent enough time in the back country to have seen the shadows dance. Indeed as I wrote the preceding sentence it came to me – and with that bright undeniable certainty of an old-time flash-bulb going off – here is the entire story of my life: seeing the shadows dance sufficient times to learn not to flinch, to embrace the experience as a demonstration of love, and now that I am too old and worn down by age and poverty to retreat again to the wilderness and once more hide there from the Lords of Chaos who have usurped that which rightfully belongs to Our Lady, to at last bear witness to what half the time I know to be unequivocally true. Quoth Graves: “none greater in the universe than the Triple Goddess.”
Which, by the way, is why I bristle at the Xtians even when, as now, they occasionally acknowledge the relevance of ritual dance and thereby (unwittingly) underscore the irremediable contradiction between the dialectically inertial momentum of matter that is the essence of life versus the infinite hatred of sensuality and indeed of the entire physical realm that is implicit in the definitively misogynistic, definitively ecocidal dogma at the core of Judaism, Christianity and Islam alike.
But perhaps I should not bristle quite so much. Ritual dance has been methodically denied the followers of the downpresser Abrahamic creeds since the Deuteronomic (patriarchal) "reforms" of approximately 600 BCE, and the fact dance is now (begrudgingly) admitted to some Xtian ritual cannot be anything other than yet another example of how, when the Goddess is barred from the front door, she inevitably creeps in the back door – a truism that is of course dismissed as “an old wives' tale” – never mind that is precisely what she did via the folk-music renaissance of the 1950s – in which context note the noun "ballad" as a derivative of the same root (Latin as I remember) that gave us "ballet." In other words, a ballad was once by definition the musical and poetic accompaniment of a dance, a ritual dance, the connection remaining so powerful that in some of the original folk-renaissance renderings of balladry (such as Martin Carthy's variant of “Willie's Lady”), the music is so vivid my mind's eye can see the turns of dance – the very sort of vision so emphatically underscored by Faun, obviously knowingly as I believe they are all classically trained musicians and being European are of course classically educated as well.
(How
ironic one of our main hopes for a sustainable world comes from what
was only recently the most warlike nation on this battered planet.)
It
is an aside, albeit a pointedly relevant one, to note the curious
anachronism within the Buckley video linked above. The song was recorded
in 1967, while the video – obviously made by someone who recognized the
poetic vision that was the wellspring of Buckley's best work – was made
in 2011. Though he has been dead since 1975, and though the relatively
free world of the '70s was almost indescribably different from the
slave-world of today, in the parlance of hipster poets and musicians,
“Tim Buckley Lives.” Indeed there may be no greater praise the human
mind can formulate.
What first caught my attention about “Blaue Stunde” – what prompted me to seek out the lyrics (and what so surprised me about their content) – was obvious militance of the music. Focusing more closely, I realized it was the drumwork, which, when I began actually hearing it, stood my hair on end with that wondrous chill of recognition. Note the four-beat drum-flourish at the end of certain lines in the lyrics:
“And the pale light of dawn outlined
Her head adorned by the morning dew” (drum flourish).
Her head adorned by the morning dew” (drum flourish).
“Her fairy-like limbs were white as the moon
Her hair was like made of gold” (drum flourish).
Her hair was like made of gold” (drum flourish).
What I realized, listening so intently, is “Blaue Stunde,” despite its poignant beauty, is most assuredly not the music of submission. It is instead the music of active resistance. Indeed – though I do not know how I knew it – I suddenly recognized the drums as war drums, the sort of tribal ritual that is a prelude to a battle and the sort of music that accompanies you as you advance across open ground against a vastly superior enemy, you assuming you will not live to see the next moonrise or maybe even the next minute but not really giving a damn because that is the desperation to which you have been driven by the foe's depredations and yet by some miracle not only you yourself survive but so do most of your comrades and in the end you have won the day and won the future – perhaps as if Boudicca and all she symbolized had triumphed on that fateful morning in the midlands of Albion somewhere north of the still smoldering ruins of Londinium or if Wounded Knee had become the beginning of a victorious rising rather than the end of First Nations resistance. Whatever, I glimpsed it clearly for a moment, by the time-reference provided by its weaponry sometime in the pre-atomic past or more likely in the post-apocalyptic future...
(“And the pale light of dawn outlined
Her head adorned by the morning dew”)
Her head adorned by the morning dew”)
Faun's
eclectic combination of drums and pipes in “Blaue Stunde” also reminded
me of an incident during one of the anti-Vietnam War protest marches
when maybe 500 or 1000 Caucasian thugs had bottled up the entire
500,000-person demonstration in Central Park and kept us there until the
members of the Columbia University Pipe Band edged their way to the
front of the crowd, formed themselves into what a half-century earlier
would have been a line of battle and, skirling their pipes and drumming a
rhythm similar to (or maybe even identical to) that of "Blaue Stunde,"
led us out of the park and onto Fifth Avenue. The thugs, some of whom
had baseball bats or chains and who were brazenly countenanced by the
cops (as was commonplace in those days), fled in obvious fear as soon as
the pipers began leading the advance.
As to the use of genuine love poetry as inspiration to resistance, the only people I know of in the modern age to have done so are Celts...and of course Russians, in which context note “Beriozka” (Birch Tree), a favorite of the Red Army in World War II and – because birch is used in making musical instruments – an invocation of Yulya, one of the many Slavonic names for the Goddess – hence the chorus: variations on the theme of “Yulee, Yulee lovely birch tree.”
It was so beloved by the Red Army, it was recorded by the Red Army Chorus and Dance Troupe. and just for retro-kicks, here it is, static and all, as I heard it via the 78-rpm music of my earliest childhood. Then of course there is how it is formally danced, in this instance preceded by some of the most stunningly hypnotic choreography I have yet seen: With this sort of aesthetic quality commonplace elsewhere, no wonder the rest of the world damns us as “nyekulturniy.”
Not really relevant to this essay (which began as the sort free-association, semi-stream-of-consciousness thing Cate so often inspires whenever she and I talk or exchange emails) – or maybe relevant in some way I don't yet see – is the Faun piece that, were I a videographer, I would use – as I stated in an OAN essay in 2012 – as the accompaniment to that incredible footage of the horse rescue in Holland c. 2005.
Quoth Buffy Sainte-Marie many years ago, when only allegedly nutso people like myself (and unfortunately a few spooks) had any idea what obtained: “Goddess is alive/Magic is afoot”
LB/24 November – 2 December 2015
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